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Sooo I had my follow up with consultant today after speaking to my nurse on Monday. My nurse read our report to say no cervical mass and lymph node significantly reduced. So I felt really positive, however after speaking with my consultant today I feel abit deflated. She has said my para aortic node is still large and they can’t be sure if cancer is still in it or if it’s just scar tissue or if lymph node will always be large now. I asked if she was pleased with response and she said yes. I suppose I just wanted the hear the words it’s gone! But she can’t tell me that yet, so my head feels abit scrambled. She also shown me MRI and the before makes me feel abit sick as my node was huge before at 8cm! It is now 2cm. She is going to see me again in February. God what a rollercoaster!
I think I just need to try and see the positives in this rather than focus on the unknown but it’s hard