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So after 6 weeks of chemo , 7 weeks of rads followed by a full hysterectomy 7 weeks ago, I am back at work. I work at an upscale grocery store. I am having some crazy moods swings. Crying almost daily. I am exhausted, in pain and depressed . I don't know if it is from the hormones, trauma, covid complications etc. I feel crazy. I just want something "normal". I want to move on. I was so excited to go back to work but it is so stressful. I unfortunately live in a covid Hotspot (people are idiots!) and I have to work to keep my insurance. Also my husband cannot work because the state has all bars closed. He has not been able to work for 4 months now because of me. He is afraid to go back to work there any way, because he doesn't. Want to get me sick.
I guess i have plenty of reasons to feel overwhelmed. I just don't know what to do.
My doctor says PTSD is something that a lot of cancer survivors deal with and I am wondering if anyone has experienced this? I wish I could keep her on speed dial. Lol. I only get to see her once a month.
Feeling alone and sad and overwhelmed.
This group has been such a huge help. Thank you all. Nothing like this here in the US that I can find. ❤
2/11/2020 pap suspected cancer
Same day biopsy certain cc
2/17 positive for cc
2/26 PET rrsult 3C w/lymph node
3/19 1st rads 7 weeks
First chemo 3/23 6 weeks
1 week later full hysterectomy
PET scan first week of August