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Hi everyone I hope you don't mind me jumping in on this conversation but I'm so scared at the moment I just need all the reassurance I can get..I was diagnosed with cc on Thursday (23/02/2017) I'm so confused! I've always had my smears every 3 years..my smear in nov came back with borderline cells so I had a punch biopsy which showed CIN 2 but no cause for concern my consultant said it all looked fine there and to come back for a lletz so that's what I did...a week after having my lletz I had the dreaded call that my consultant wanted to see me to discuss my biopsy they had taken during the lettz procedure...they were very good and allowed me to go in that day as I couldn't wait as in the back of my mind I knew what they were going to say..anyway he confirmed that in his words " surprisingly they had come back with what they thought was stage 1 b cancer" and then followed it up with "but you wont die from this" I'm completely devastated..I'm a mum of 4 the youngest being 11 and the thought of leaving them is impossible. I'm booked in for a MRI next week and then I have to wait till march 15th for the MDT to discuss my case but he said it's likely I will have a hysterectomy but not in my local hospital in a hospital 100 miles away! I'm really struggling to not think negative thoughts, I cry all the time, I scream and then I have my positive moments! I'm sorry for rambling but I'm terrified and that's the only way I can describe it...I just want this MRI over with so I can rule out that it's spread anywhere else...Thankyou for listening I've found this page invaluable over the last few days and am inspiration xx