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I went for a colposcopy yesterday due to abnormal smear result, bleeding between periods and lower backache.
Devastated that they found a 4cm mass in the glandular area which I've been advised is 99% certain to be cancer. Due to covid I was alone and had to tell my husband by text, the hardest thing I've ever done.
Now waiting for an MRI and the biopsy results to grade the cancer and I'm just utterly overwhelmed with terror. Every pain I feel anywhere in my body panics me that it's spread and this sense of dread I just cannot shift.
Everyone is telling me to stay positive and I'm trying, really I am. But it's so hard to and I am just so fearful right now. Please tell me this is normal? Can anyone recommend any coping mechanisms? I just don't know what to do with myself atm. And trying to hide it from the children is just making it worse.