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I apologies in advance as I haven't actually had my confirmed diagnosis yet, (so far just know CIN3 and awaiting LLETZ) however I need some help and advance from any of you amazingly strong ladies as I am in a really dark place, I am having panic attacks throughout the day, not able to sleep max 2-3 hours at most each night, Lost appetite completely...
I will start by telling you all, that I am one of the very silly nieve ones that has been having heavy discharge for around 2 years sometimes think and slimy never smelly but sometime quite a lot like in my knickers and especially after wiping after having a wee... I have also bleed inbetween periods not every month but some months for the past 2 years or more... The reason I am kicking myself is that I honestly didn't know these were signs of CC. If I had I would for sure gone to visit my GP. I feel so angry with myself as I know this is all my fault and I have neglected my health so badly... I also have a 11year old daughter who needs me and I need her...
Recently in the last 8weeks I have been suffering with a hoarse voice and what feels like a lump in my throat but isn't painful but I can feel it when I swallow... I am now terrified that it has spread to my throat as i am now getting signs of throat cancer... I am now getting pains down my right arm and chest area, all I'm thinking now is that I could have possibly had CC for quite a few years as I know in early stages you don't often seem to get symptoms. I am fearing the worst stage 4b cancer as I seem to have signs everywhere...
Ladies please can you share with me your story even if it is brief bullet point... I just need to know that maybe there is someone out there with similar symptoms to me and they are not stage 4...!!
I am going out of my mind with worry and can't ring any helpline as they are all closed for the bank holiday weekend but I so desperately need to talk to someone who understands...
Do any of you ladies know if there is any 24 hour help line ..??
Also were any of you told you had CC after first biopsy without having the LLETZ done or what it all after the LLETZ..?? Would they know from just punch biopsy if I have CC..??
If any of you ladies think you could help reassure me in anyway please do.
My world feels like it is falling apart... The waiting is the worst part...
Big hugs to all.
Abnormal smear - servere
27th April 2017 - Colposcopy biopsy done.
20th May 2017 - result from biopsy CIN3
Next appointment 30th May 2017
LLETZ done under GA 2nd June 2017