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I went for a smear test on Friday (total wimp... so when the nurse said she could see a lump- she briefly left the room to get the Dr, I passed out and fell off the raised bed!)
fretted all weekend- so went for a private coloscopy today. She was very concerned, took a few bits for biopsy, but seemed convinced that it's cancer without having the results back. Other than bleeding after intercourse twice, I haven't really had any symptoms... but now have excruciating back pain- which could be the fainting fall (!) the stress I'm feeling, or something altogether more sinister.
I am 34- I have 4 beautiful children and STUPIDLY missed many smear appointments so was more than overdue. Feel so angry with myself for putting those letters aside to book when I'm 'less busy'
What I am asking is this- has anyone else had a diagnosis just from the consultant seeing it- she didn't say for sure- but she did say that she is very worried that it is cancer. I am going to call tomorrow to book an MRI too- just anything to either put my mind at rest, or crack on with whatever it is I'm facing I guess.
I think in the back of my mind; I am so hopeful that she is wrong, that I am the anomaly- please tell me someone else has proved a consultant wrong like this??! Clutching at straws I know...
I suffer badly with anxiety- and my biggest fear is doctors and hospitals, so to say that I am worried is an understatement. Can't sleep, can't eat, just don't know what to do with myself really. Sorry for the dragged out post!
07.08.20 diagnosed with squamous cell 1b2 cc
16.09.20 radical hysterectomy