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Hello everyone. I'm back here posting again. Brief story: pap in 2018 came back positive for high risk hpv. Got colposcopy done and it turned out to be CIN1 and chronic cervicitis. Watch and wait approach. My follow up pap came back ASCUS and high risk hpv and chronic inflammation/friable cervix that bleeds to the touch. That was in March 2019.
Fast forward to today: I went to a new gyno appointment just to see where I stand and what to do since last pap was also abnormal. She recommended me a colposcopy right there and then to see how things are currently looking. The first time I got the colposcopy back in September 2018 it just felt like a mild cramp and when it was over I was good to go.
However today it felt really painful. I was moaning in the chair and she was asking me if it hurt too much. I said just a little. Once she was over I felt fainty and I couldn't hear the nurses around me talking to me and asking if I was ok. They gave me some alcohol to smell and I sat down waiting for it to pass because I couldn't even walk or speak properly. The doctor quickly left anyway and so did the nurse because they have other patients to assist. I know they aren't supposed to be there for me but I felt so lonely and horrible inside that cold room with no one there for me for emotional support at least. I guess the doctors get desensitized after so many cases of the same thing. Or they get annoyed.
I have passed out before for other reasons and this felt exactly the same. People were looking at me weird because I was putting my head and leaning against the wall while touching my pelvic area because of the pain. I didn't care tho because I felt so bad. After I paid and headed out of the office I immediately started sobbing uncontrollably in my car. Idk why this happened but I'm guessing it's because of all the stress this whole ordeal has caused in me. Maybe all my emotions came out after that procedure was done.
Has anyone ever felt this way before after a colposcopy? Feeling fainted/emotional?
Now I gotta wait for 3 weeks for results. Very scared what the outcome might be...