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It's been a while since I've been here... Was feeling positive about my last results and taking my doctors advice of "live like you never had cancer"
Since my all clear, I've met the love of my life and I've never been happier - which might be why I'm so scared.
Had my 6 month post surgery MRI on Thursday. The doctor is going to give me the results on 1st November when he does my next colposcopy... However they gave me the MRI disc and there are 2 areas which they seem to have zoomed in and cropped out to focus on. Both show a mass the size of a pea - in one its shown bright white and in the other it's shown dark, almost black.
I know I'm not qualified to read the MRI but I can't help be scared that the radiographer has thought to zoom in on something.
My last MRI was simply a pelvic scan but this one included my torso and I've convinced myself its shown another tumour up... I have never been happier and I'm wondering if this is my knock back down to earth... This isn't my story and I'm scared.
I know I only have to wait a couple more weeks but any reassurance would be much appreciated... I don't know who else to talk to as everybody just says "you can't read that, just wait and talk to your doctor" - easier said than done when you feel like a ticking timebomb... :-(
Dec11: severe dysk Jan12: Colp, punch biopsy= CIN3, microinvasion & lymphatic invasion Jan12: Cone biopsy, EUA, colposcopy & cystoscopy Feb12: Result Squamous cell carcinoma stage 1A2 but clear margins from cone Mar12: MRI Mar12: ALL CLEAR!!!! :-)