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I have been diagnosed with cervical cancer 4 weeks ago. I see the Consultant tomorrow to know at what stage I am. He is a surgeon so that tells me something. But the thing i didnt expect was how difficult it is to tell people. Friends I have known for years didnt react how I thought they would. Either they get tearful or wont make eye contact. Dont get me wrong most have been great. It just feels so dramatic saying I have cancer. Is there any other way of saying it! I had to say it to myself out loud for a while before it didnt sound strange. Lots of emotional stuff whether its sad or happy I tend to burst into tears. Now I dont want to tell people cos I dont think I can cope with their reaction and then I feel guilty. God this sounds so unlike me. I seem to have got lost somewhere