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so I am just worrying a bit and feel like I'm being silly but also I just need to write it somewhere - no one can reassure me like the ladies on here who are actually going through the same thing.
I had a colposcopy and biopsy on the 16th feb I believe it was . Results came through beginning of March as CIN2 . Iwas booked in for an appointment to discuss and maybe have treatment on the 23rd , that was cancelled as the doctor was away and rearranged for the 29th that I then had to cancel as I came on my period and now I'm booked in on Monday .
I was so relieved when I had the letter saying CIN2 as obviously it wasn't cancer but now I'm worried again thinking what if something has developed in these 2 months . Im also worried I'll have to wait for some kind of result again and I know my life will be on hold . Im then even worrying about the fact I'll have to have a test of cure smear in 6 months so all this waiting again .
Im pay here googling right now - I'm having some very mild ( probably wouldn't even notice if I weren't so paranoid ) stabbing pains in my lower pelvis after having sex 2 nights ago - even though there was no bleeding and ( sorry tmi) I have a tilted cervix , I've always had this type of pain , it's really mild , but it hurts a little during and sometimes after only in a certain position - I have a tilted cervix and I know that this position is , how do I put it .... causing some bumping 😂 I've even mentioned it to a doctor before and she said if I'm not bleeding or having pain all the time and I know the trigger then it is clearly just the position of my cervix - but I feel like I'm just falling into a Google rabbit hole and I know it's all my anxieties ! I suffer major health anxiety .
I just want this worry over !
sorry for the word vomit - I feel silly I should be so grateful . The letter said CIN2 was found , I called up to confirm it wasn't cancer and the nurse didn't get my details up but I read my letter and she said that meant it isn't cancer - they have told me I can rearrange if I have an event etc so it's not a huge priority to them but I feel like because the letter didn't say " this is not cancer " I am still doubting !
23/03/20 - smear result - hpv positive . All previous smears clear. 09/02/21 - smear result - hpv positive + high grade ( moderate ) dyskaryosis. Referred for colposcopy. 16/02/21- colposcopy and biopsy . Awaiting results 3-4 weeks . 04/03/21 - biopsy results in , CIN2 confirmed . Treatment booked for 23/03/21
Appointment cancelled , rescheduled for 19/04/21
19/04/21 - cold couagulation performed - dr commented now only a small area so my immune system has kicked in - I gave up smoking the day of my smear result and completely believe this helped - kick the habit ladies!
Discharged , next step is test of cure smear in 6 months